i’m in a similar boat. i mainly play guitar and piano but moved towards computers because I can’t play drums and real songs need drums right? So I bought ableton and I’ve been struggling to make music ever since. I’ve come to realise that I can’t program drums either so 1) fuck drums and also ableton is shit so 2) fuck ableton.
Since embracing these two issues I’ve become much more productive. I pretty much just play guitar, piano or some monome app to a click in pro tools then build up synth or sound layers. Could probably do the same with a tascam tape deck.