I sat down to make music with the intention of finding a way to express my emotions at the moment (this is the second in my “Therapy Sessions” series), and I was confronted with a wall of mental noise, presented to me by all the music technology at my disposal. While I struggled to find my heart, my mind was busy thinking about technology and technique. After a bit of discussion with @okeryon and @Hawthorn, decided to run with that as the concept for the piece. This is the result.
I decided to also take inspiration from #disquiet0460 and start with a tortured, complicated sound (evocative of the mental “noise” that comes from using music tech for expression) and transitions to the starting point, then returns to the chaos.
I started with a simple arpeggio on a nylon guitar (which I later changed to a synth sound). Added a Bitwig Micro-pitch device set to an obscure Wilson scale, and added a send track with Output Portal (granulated pitch transformations in this case) & Thermal (more glitchy feedback fx) on it. Added automation to start with Micro-pitch wet, FX send volume, and global tempo set very high, decrescendo, and then re-crescendo, over the course of the track.