Yeah, this is so true. Everytime I make a paradigm shift I realize this, its in the back of my head for sure. Its really easy to think, oh this new piece of gear will make the creative process just that more ‘easy/fluid/ insert adjective here’. I used to do this with guitars as well, I bought and sold probably 20 guitars trying to find the right combination of neck shape, body shape, etc, etc. Always blaming the guitar for it not being perfect, and not me. I really hate the acronym “GAS” but it wonder if this somehow falls in the OCD/addiction realm of the DSM manual or something, because this need to find perfection in something new definitely overtakes a rational part of the brain.
With that said, I did enventually find a guitar that really just clicked, for me it was the Jazzmaster. It was an ‘ah-ha’ moment. Maybe it coincided with the desire to end the search but whatever. I’ve not bought a new guitar in quite some time, but maybe its because GAS ‘Eye of Sauron’ has moved to the synth realm.
On the flipside, I do believe instruments inspire, and in the realm of synths, the inspiration is definitely more clearly defined when its a one-system design. UI does matter for me: a bunch of haphazardly designed eurorack modules in a case does not inspire me. It causes dissarray in my brain. It triggers the idea that I can make things ‘better/more uniform/more fucntional’ if I just keep seraching for that next module that will do this thing better. Checking out Buchla and Serge has been really helpful in the inspiration/ui setting. There is already a uniformity happening. The UI in both cases has been really well thought out. Aesthetics matter as well, I hate to say. But I’m a designer, I design stuff for a living. I want stuff to look good. As for a choices, for Buchla or Serge you are definitely weighing the cost to functionality ratio much more, as the prices are much higher. I actually prefer this to Euro. I’d much rather go into a slightly more expensive restaurant that’s highly curated with fewer choices, with a higher probability that the outcome of my experience will be better, than a restaurant that overwhelms you with menu choices and variety of things that may not all be something you will enjoy. I hate the huge menu! I know I sound like Larry David here, but its true.
I also feel there’s a possibility I will find the Jazzmaster of synths for me, but maybe not… it’s a different kind of beast. I thought this was going to be the case with the Easel. I bought the 208c and was feeling this way for a little, but then I started hitting a wall again, where I’m getting bored. Maybe its because I didn’t fully buy the complete closed Easel system and I was still using my eurorack controllers to control it? But I’m feeling like there’s not enough modulation and everything kinda sounds too similar. I started looking at more Buchla, but its just so expensive. I bought a few Serge 4u panels. Thats where I am now. Will this integrate or am I back in eurorack world of too many choices?