Lots of great stuff in here!
I’ve played several hundreds of shows in my life in places all over the world with various rock bands and improvised type things, but in the last six months I just played my first solo modular show. Even after all those shows with bands I was super nervous to play solo modular. That was probably the first time I ever played solo without a guitar at my side and it was nerv-wracking because I was 100% relying on the technology of my setup. Here’s my two cents:
-Do whatever you can to have as much of your setup pre-patched as possible. In a perfect world I would show up to the show, open up a case, plug in power & sound output, and be ready to go. That’s not usually achievable but the goal here is to leave as little as you can to the setup so you don’t have to think about what you are doing. You should be able to have a conversation with someone as you are setting up, because inevitably this will happen. Especially at modular specific events people love to nerd out about gear. If you get distracted easily, like I do, and this makes you nervous like it does with me, get this setup time down to very little, or have it practiced in your head so you don’t have to think about it. Also, label stuff too, this really helps. For me its the fear that shit isn’t gonna work that makes nervous and not the performance itself, as I’ve spent a ton of time improvising that I trust my instincts enough on that. Which leads me to the next point…
-Learn how to improvise. I can’t state this enough. I practice improvising all the time, with whatever instrument I’m playing. This way if something goes wrong with your plan during the set, which it inevitably will, you are increasing the probability that nothing catastrophic will happen, and you are decreasing the stress level. If you know you can roll with the flow you won’t be as nervous. I’ve played many shows where its just free improv, and nothing is pre-planned at all, and in some case I don’t know the people I’m going to be playing with.
-Allow yourself to go other places in the set, ie embrace the mistakes… This goes along with above, but if some things astray, sometimes its fun to take that as a cue to take a piece somewhere else. If you are so rigid that don’t allow some ‘choose your own adventure’ in your set, you will get nervous when things don’t go as planned, because envitably this will happen. For example, I usually have a loose road map of some points I may want to hit in a set, but how and if I get there is determined in the moment.
Also this prep is about allowing yourself to be totally in the moment when you are playing. In my mind that should be the ultimate goal, as its the most cathardic for you and the audience.