“I don’t know how to do something. It must be impossible!” 
Edit:
To contribute to the topic at hand, I think it’s interesting to think about occasional purges being a part of the process of finding the tools that speak to us best as unique individuals making music. (Or that we speak through best?)
For myself, letting go of Euro entirely earlier this year was occasionally a sad, frankly, choice to make, but in hindsight it’s so clear that it is what I needed. I’ve never been more productive recording and sharing music. I’ve never felt as good about the music I make. For me, to share my music at all requires a clarity that overrides my (often overwhelming in most other areas of my life) insecurity. The purge was part of the process to get here.
And it’s worth noting that, for me at least, I couldn’t have fast-forwarded past Euro and still ended up where I am now. I learned a lot that enabled me and that was essential. It was definitely part insufficiently-checked indulgence… but also part curriculum.