not sure if your reductionism would be a useful framework for evaluating the physical properties of something like eurorack. “a table is just a finite three-dimensional aggregation of stable elementary particles arranged table-wise.” but just in terms of my phenomenology of using eurorack: I don’t like the I/O routing limitations (unless you get a “mult” panel), the panel size is too small and thus the knobs are too cramped and lead to unintended attenuation accidents, the 3.5 mm jacks tend to yield insecure connections and extraneous noise, ‘racking’ is annoying process for me, etc. I recognize that these are all arbitrary complaints that have to do with my preexisting dispositions on how working with hardware should be.

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One of the best parts of aging is accepting that some roads close as you move forward and others open.

For some people, hanging onto gear they no longer use can trap them into only seeing those roads behind, and the only way to look ahead is to spend money. Purging and focusing on a couple things can be super clarifying and give you a huge change in perspective.

Right now I’m just playing DI guitar into my Magneto and getting some sophisticated modulated Frippertronics going. Most else was sold and the rest is temporarily loaned out or in the closet waiting to earn their way back in.

It’s great to reconnect with the feeling of meditative playing without the self-imposed burden of “song” or “album” or “show”. I’ve done plenty of that so it’s ok to just doodle around!!

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At 60, just doodle around is quite satisfying!

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Sounds very interesting😁
I would listen to that.

This year I sold nearly everything. I was able to keep a handful of very precious instruments, but most of my guitars, eurorack, amplifiers all gone. I’ve been feeling like it’s a positive change, which it has been but the cause is mostly the cost of living sky rocketing in the city where I live. It would be nice to live a ascetic life-style by choice but honestly I like stuff and I miss the things I had to give up.

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have you tried working with a wacom ?

This is very well put, especially the sentiment that this is one of the best parts.

My wife and I are on track to finish 2019 nearly six tons lighter, possession-wise, than we started. About 500 pounds of that is my 1911 Chickering & Sons upright grand piano. After a trial separation for the past eight months (it moved to the garage, I stayed in the house), I’ve decided I have said most of the things I want to say on piano and don’t miss it. I finally put it up on Craigslist for $1 last week and hope to find it a good home.

Getting rid of all this stuff feels good.

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Well, if it’s worth anything… I’d love to hear what made you hate eurorack, and what Serge gave you that you don’t find elsewhere. It’s just curiosity, mainly, as I love hearing others’ praise (plus I would love to own some Serge).

You can always re-sell all of your eurorack back, in the end. Hope you end up sorting this out ~

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Sold “everything” this weekend. Well more specifically modular everything. It was not bringing me joy. Analysing my behaviour I have realised I have the most fun with fixed architecture systems. Whose rules are constant and predictable. Onward to fun central 2020.

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The closest times I’ve come to selling nearly everything were:

  • Selling off all of my initial used purchases (Synth Tech E350 Morphing Terrarium, Sputnik Quad VCF/VCA, A-143-9 Quadrature LFO, Bastl Quattro Figaro Quad VCA), and opting to slowly build up an almost single-manufacturer system by keeping my first module (Maths) and mostly buying new and used Make Noise gear.

  • A few months ago, I went through all of my modules and started pricing everything out to sell so that we could make sure we had enough money to pay for our wedding. When I told my wife, she responded by telling me that she didn’t want me to sell any of it because she knew it was something that made me happy, and that it made her sad that the thought of selling it all even crossed my mind. Fortunately, some opportunities for overtime and a few decent-paying freelance gigs popped up, and we made it through everything without putting a single wedding expense on credit. And now that we’re not saving up for the wedding anymore, she ended up getting me a module for an early Xmas gift.

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While I have had more than my fair share of ocd ruminations (ie GAS) over the years with guitar, pedals, amps then eurorack, I’ve found that unless you really have no intention of making music anymore that the idea of selling everything is just as pervasive because the idea of starting with a clean slate to buy all new stuff feeds the addictive need to buy just as much, if not more than building up what you have. My philosophy has been to get rid of anything to doesn’t serve me a direct purpose for current creative endeavors and try to keep any superfluous gear at a minimum. For example I got a really great deal on Wurlitzer 200, but realized I really didn’t need it but just bought it because it was cheap, and I ended up selling it just to clear up space. If I was running a studio, that would be something I’d held onto as its a classic piece of gear but it just wasn’t inspired to play that much. I had owned one about ten years ago and played the shit out of it, but creatively I’m in a different space, so I got rid of it.
Weirdly, even with the obsessive nature of Euro, I’ve found I’ve been the most creative I’ve been in practically my whole life, as I’ve always relied on a band to complete my musical output but with modualr its so much more immediate and I can create something in a hour or two that I like and publish it.

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I definitely have urges to sell almost everything and just move on … I feel like I could probably make my music with just a computer and some effects in the end … There are moments where that feels really appealing … where all the stuff feels like a weight both physically and financially.

By the standards of some musicians I really don’t have that much, but it’s still a lot.

I have gone through a few rounds of parring down, and will probably continue to do so. Focus on the things that I really love and find creatively inspiring and do away with anything else.

There’s a lot to be said for simplifying, even if it doesn’t mean getting rid of everything all at once.

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I can relate to this massively. I don’t have a vast amount of gear but I am really conscious of when I’m not using things and don’t enjoy just having thing to have them. I also feel - not guilty, but some other feeling I can’t quite place - about not using the gear I have to the fullest extent. Whenever I think I might like another synth I watch videos of people using MS-20s (my main synth is anot MS-20 Mini) and realise that I haven’t even scraped the surface of the surface with that wonderful machine.

I sold a chunk of my record collection and bought a few things with the proceeds. I haven’t integrated them into my setup yet, but took ages over the decision of what to buy, constantly asking myself: “do I really need this?” I went for a Microfreak to provide a poly/para hardware option and a Beatstep Pro to provide DAW-free sequencing, but I’m very aware that I could have achieved both of these things with the ipad…

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It seems to me a kind of call of the void. I wonder where all the guilt comes from? How about just put everything in the closet and once a week swap what you have out for something else in the closet. I believe abundance and simplicity can coexist.

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To be honest, I’m hyper-aware of my footprint - not just in terms of gear, but of possessions in general. I used to enjoy having shelves and shelves of books, records and so on, but these days it has started to feel almost oppressive. Like I’m tethered to the weight of my belongings somehow.

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I recognized this behavior as obsessive self-identification, which has thankfully changed over the years into a kind of acceptance that there will always be stuff, the hyper-awareness only caused me suffering. Both having and not-having create new forms of obsession.

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I haven’t, though I don’t think holding a pen for long periods of time would be very beneficial. your question did send me searching for other alternatives though, so I must thank you for this.

To be honest, it has a lot to do with the fact that 3 of my children still live in the house and on some level I simply don’t like taking up any more space in the house than I need to. (“Need” being a loaded and somewhat relative term)

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thank you. I’m in the process of selling it off, so hopefully that will work out. Above I wrote what I don’t like about Eurorack, so I’ll stay positive here. Serge was the first modular synthesizer I ever used (having read all the manuals and whatever else I could find quite a while before even seeing one in person), so I could be coming at all this from a strong mere exposure bias. The ‘atomic’, granular nature of the module functions (and thus their ‘programmability’) really appealed to me, plus the indifferentiation of audio and control signals greatly enhances compositional possibilities (and renders signal normalization a non-issue). And generally, banana jacks lend themselves to a more immediate and expansive signal routing process. The fixed 17" panel format also was ideal, given that I’m coming from instrumental music and thus used to contending with the structural limitations of an instrument as a set of compositional problems to solve, in opposition to the utopian promises that Eurorack format (and others) offers. However, it’s obviously not like ‘playing an instrument’—Bob Ostertag details some of these implications here—and requires a different instrumental and performing criteria, but this is true for any other modular synthesizer. Which is to say, I’m not sure if anything else about it is necessarily endemic to Serge and missing from other synthesizer designers (or software design). I still feel compelled to work with it because I often ended up composing music I otherwise wouldn’t have, for the better, insofar as it challenged my compositional criteria and yielded surprising discoveries. I’m skeptical whether I would find myself similarly surprised working with the computer. Anyway, I hope this post wasn’t too stupid and answered some things.

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It can help against tendonitis. I don’t know anyone which ever switched back to trackpad or mouse.
However, it takes some time to get used to it…it’s always “funny” watching someone using it the first time…most of them holding the pen like a hammer… : )

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