I, too, have come full circle.
I was browsing this thread, ready to liquidate 90% of my musical equipment. My eurorack (Shared System Plus) is really a joy to work with, and I was ready to accept my fate as a modular synthesist and sell my stuff to put towards another system. I entered the electronic music world with a distinct interest in making airy ‘dance’ music. Fun synth-wave type stuff. I’ve been really stuck on it as I’m getting into more textural and tonal music (but still melodic - that’s important to me), this year hasn’t been good for my beat-based output.
When I stumbled on an earlier post about “depth year” and I realized that I’m at the perfect point in my life to take on such a challenge. Maybe I’m not exactly “established in my career”, but my job is secure and I don’t have to worry about being able to afford my cost of living anymore.
On paper I have a very complete synthesizer collection: a modular, VA keyboard, an analog mono, a few Yamaha FM units, and a pair of drum-machine/grooveboxes. Should be enough to make whatever kind of music I want, especially when augmented with software and outboard effects.
Starting next year I won’t buy anything I don’t need. This is actually a huge relief, as when I sell a lot of gear, I lose a lot of time thinking about what I can replace it with. In this case I’m going to replace it with nothing, but give it all more time. If you’re in a similar point in your life it should also consider making 2020 a depth year. Maybe we can start a support group?