Doesn’t that always feel like this? I mean, it does for me all the time. Though I have to say that I personally feel it liberating to write down a project at some point. Just so it stops going around in circles in my head
It’s interesting because the kind of music you make feels very projected into the future – or at least very “now” – more than into the past. which isn’t a critique to your music (all the contrary) but more a reflection on what we have come to associate with things like “past” and “memory”. The fragmented and slightly surreal aspect is indeed captured by the music! I kind of had to think about the moment in the anime Ghost in the Shell (not the holliwood remake), when they catch a criminla who’s memories have been manipulated.
Thanks for the added details!