I can definitely relate to the above experiences, had a similar journey myself - used to do everything in the box for years (trackers and later FL studio), and seeing as a benefit the fact you can save something and come back to it, and itāll be exactly as you left - I blame my software dev background for that. Eventually hit a writerās block, and it was switching to hardware that made music making fun again.
Funny enough, when still working in the box i tried to study synthesis many times but it never clicked, but when i started a modular it just all made sense. And then, of course, the workflow just seemeed so natural where you just think how you want to shape the sound and hands do all the work. And yeah, all this knowledge translated back to ITB and all of a sudden all those plugins were way easier to master.
And I just loved the fact that you canāt save and come back to it waiting it to be exactly the same, so you either just enjoy the Zen of it just being in this very moment knowing it will not exist once you take the patch down, or you record right here and now. While all those old ITB tracks are still waiting to be finished, exactly like i left them, years agoā¦
Itās making full circle now, or at least thatās the plan - integrating modular and computer again, via Expert Sleepers and yeah, eventually Max - really looking forward to studying it and hoping like @analogue01 mentioned that the modular experience will help.