I am old but never seem to age musically. I am stuck for better or worse at a musical age of about 18. The good side of this is that I am constantly imprinted with new music. The song that gets me the most emotional is just a few years old, not something from the 80s.
But I am a perpetual beginner partially by design. But honestly would you rather be a master saxophone player, my first instrument, which I was good at, or keyboards/piano? Which I have been playing a couple of years.
I really like to make rhythm based music with no strong genre allegiances. This summer I finally found a workflow that clicked for this. Central to the setup was a mc909. I have sold a lot of “write mostly” sequencers. The DAW piano roll was always the least bad sequencing solution. Until the mc909. It is possible but not easy to edit midi in the 909, so I end up main,y replaying parts instead of tweaking them.
The project this summer was supposed to be to make house music of some kind. The kind that results from being played in sounds a certain way, very loose compared to drawn in beats.
All good. The very first mc909 I bought was unusably broken - pads, buttons, display. Instead of restoring it I bought another one. Try doing that with an MPC 4000 these days or a 3000 how about.
Now this one is showing signs of imminent death. I could buy another one but it is making me feel weird about relying on obsolete gear older than 20 years.
How do you deal with a certain workflow becoming indispensable or at least overpowering the musical situation? I can obviously go many different ways to replace the 909 in vague terms, but besides FL studio this is the first specific workflow item that has really effected my music. Is it weird to accept that centrality? Is it consumerist to put the acquisition of very specialized tools at the center of our art? What is the difference between a “very specialized tool” as consumer good and “musical instrument” ?