thank y’all
hie hie @landerson7
hey hi @andrew 
there are so many ways to make music. i make therapeutic ambient music all sorts of ways. andrew is hitting the nail on the head for direction and intuitive advice as it relates to my music + one way how i do it is shown in these videos - i have a lot to add and to say, but maybe it deserves an entire new thread ? 
i do think that exploring the devices, the tools the patches and the platform, if you are into exploring the ableton daw and max for live integration —> is a beautiful boundless world. it takes time and more time and familiarity and a commitment to seeking and experimenting… it sounds like your down for that and that you want to also create effortless therapeutic healing textural ambient music. my music lately has been very much texturally inspired by the mycelium network of earth, spore consciousness and plant consciousness.
its hard to know where to begin. i use ableton a lot, everyday, have been on that daw platform seriously since 2005. everything goes into it and music is made from it, within it, out of it, into it —>
the grids have been a nice and inspiring tactile visual playable element for me lately - i look at screens for multiple hours everyday and im not terribly proud of that.
modular systems, max for live devices, the monome grid and its community of instruments and patches, tape loops, loop pedals, delays, open-tuned acoustic string instruments like zithers and guitars, flutes., sampling from anywhere (nature, youtube, vinyl, w/e)
more later/soon
big gratitude and beams of resonance
love energy
matthew