Rambly perhaps incoherent response:
I think a lot about the inherently discriminatory nature of modular due to pricing a lot. I also think about how some of my favorite electronic music is generally not being made in Eurorack (e.g. my friend Robert Beatty/Three Legged Race is a damn inspiration and his setup is so kooky and comparatively lo-fi that it’s absurd) and I feel even more conflicted as to why I got into it in the first place ha.
I think that’s why I’ve always felt yucky/guilty about having too much. I don’t need a giant studio with every possible tool, I want a relatively cohesive and small arsenal of tools that I can explore as if it were an instrument. Someone above pointed out the concept of modularity is not restricted to Eurorack or even synthesizers. That very much resonates with me, but I also really value limitations on some level (which is admittedly super subjective).
With Eurorack/synthesizers, it definitely starts to feel like rich people spending inordinate amounts of money on their old expensive baseball cards. I contrast that with a group of little kids excitedly opening one pack to see what’s inside. How could I ever have thought as an 8 year old in the 80s I could compete with old people buying their Mickey Mantle cards? Anyway, are most of these generally wealthy Eurorack users making anything with their toys? How much of it is compelling to me (subjective)? How much is it about the end product? How much of it is about the process? Does any of this matter? To Random’s point, they’re probably an important part of ‘the market’ that allows this stuff to be even remotely sustainable. Let them keep it afloat while the artists do their thing. Meanwhile, others are primarily in it for the image, or for something to post daily on their Instagram page, and hey, if that’s what they get out of it, fair enough. It takes all kinds…
Personally, given the challenge of finding my voice on the modular, I wonder what the heck I’m doing, but then ‘the journey’ has been fun and rewarding despite the periodic artistic frustration. I think back to being 18 working with an MC505/guitar/voice in the late 90s and opening for Isotope217, the Shipping News, Smog, or whatever act where I had realized a dream and I was producing more with less. Should I go back to ‘just’ an Octatrack+OP1 and really dig in? But then, as others have pointed out, very little of this ends up being about the tools, it’s about the artist. I ultimately try to go back to the basics:
Use what you want and can afford and squeeze everything out of the tools that you need to to be the artist that you want to be.
It isn’t just about the end result though. The exploration and journey is something I really value more and more, as the ‘product’ in the end becomes increasingly meaningless in our reality where people are pumping out ‘product’ endlessly on Youtube, Instagram, Bandcamp, tapes, CDs, records…me me me, consume consume consume…I’ve been at the point now where I’ve decided, ‘if everyone is an artist, then is anyone an artist?’ Knowing how to manage the endlessness of the art in the world is getting insane. Democratization of art is good, but I’m drowning!!!
Anyway, I really appreciate this discussion and figured I’d chime in on a sleepy Christmas Eve. Thank you for being such a thoughtful and open community.