With electronic-based devices, I’ve had two specific moments that were very satisfying. Both were very short and casual, but still transformative for me. Both of these are also related to playing with digital instruments with extremely low latency.
First experience when I was in college playing around with my monome 64. I had built a simple instrument that was like a keyboard; hit a button, get a boop. That sort of deal. Because it was so simple, I experimented with lowering the audio buffer sizes to insanely small amounts that I wouldn’t have normally been able to use. Somewhere around 32-64 block size, something in my lizard brain clicked. Suddenly, it felt like sounds were coming from the monome grid itself, if that makes sense. It was no longer some peripheral that was causing stuff to come out of a computer speaker. For the first time, the monome turned into something that was an instrument like a piano, not something that was used to control an instrument on my computer. It was a really fascinating sensation.
Second time something like this happened was a few years later when I was working on what would eventually become the Daisy by Electrosmith. The Daisy prototype I had a single encoder knob, and I had programmed it to control the frequency of a digital sine oscillator I had made. The first time I turned it was a real revelation. Because of things like hardware interrupts and the nature of tight embedded systems, the Daisy can get sub-millisecond latency times for inputs like an encoder. I had turned knobs like this countless times before on a computer, so I had an idea what to expect. But it was just a whole different game. Immediate responsiveness with no smoothing filters at the other end. And no audible zipper effect either! It was a stupid simple test program, but I got that same feeling again of it being an instrument, not just a controller to an instrument. Does that distinction make sense?
I was traditionally trained as classical bass player, which is a very physical instrument. One thing that always used to feel rewarding was playing my bass after my teacher had played it. The way she bowed it always had a way of physically opening up the instrument. I swear it was like magic. In our lessons, I would hand her my bass so she could show me how to play something. When I got it back, playing it felt different. The sound projected better, and the thing physically vibrated more. A since playing the bass is essentially like giving it a hug from behind, it really was a full-body experience.
Oh! There’s also the madrona soundplane. I got to play one at NAMM a few years back. It felt awesome. Probably the best-feeling instrument I ever played in that breed of musical interface. Wish I had one of those…