an update on
VST SEARCH TWENTY-EIGHTEEN 
I decided to go with Bazille. Out of everything I tried, I liked it the most. It’s interface is deep but simple overall, and an entire patch is visible at once. Sounds great, 16 voice polyphony, and it doesn’t break my CPU. The phase modulation and distortion on it is soooo good.
Zebra also sounds great, and I love the Zebrify effect that comes with it, but I cannot stand the interface and trying to keep track of all the modules and routings I’ve placed in a patch.
The Arturia Easel is very cool but it’s only 4 voices so it doesn’t make sense at this point.
Kaivo… I’m torn about. I love the way it sounds but it behaves unexpectedly a lot of the time and I’ve been frustrated with the interface so far. I’m also finding that it doesn’t sit well with the rest of my compositions. I’ve gotten the best results from just sampling little pieces from it into my Digitakt and working with them from there. So it’s a maybe/probably but not right now.
Aalto sounds cool but it’s also limited to 4 voices so not what I’m looking for at the moment.
Thanks for the suggestions, y’all!