Great quote! I’ve been thinking of this in relation to the “Words in music” thread and some other things.
Fundamentally, I think Avram is pointing out a more general problem with the signifier/signified relation. Seeing everything through this relation tends to suppress the performative function of language which is always more primordial. The insight is to see that what she’s saying about music notation holds for all forms of language or exteriorization in general (writing, technology, etc.).
Avram’s key insight is that notes don’t “stand for” music, they “stand in for” it. Notes don’t re-present; they complement. The music (what presences) is the tip of the iceberg; the notes; the countless hours of practice; the musicians’ bodily skills; their dreams and aspirations are the unseen foundation. Each moment thus “contains”, or is founded upon, an entire past, and an entire future.
Skills (and the support given them by notation) are what removes the need for the musician to focus on these things (and hence themselves) in performance so they can fully open themselves to the moment (i.e. the music; what is not themselves). These elements are no less “real” than the music. But they are virtual, not actual. The act of opening oneself comes forth in the dramatic pause before the first gesture – a pause which includes the audience, which invites the audience also to open themselves. This pause manifests the buildup or intensification of a potential field across which the music flows, appropriating performers and audience alike to make itself present.
But Avram’s comments hold for language as well. If language simply duplicates what is already present, there would be no need for language. There is a presentation in language but it is in no sense a “re”-presentation. What language presents is precisely what did not presence. The speaker points out what is not there, and makes something yet different come forth. The writer writes because she is absent, she writes for posterity so she can continue to affect things after she is gone. The meaning of language is already the other meaning: the meaning brought forth in the response to language, and in what this response retrospectively projects back upon language in terms of how we make sense of it.