When I was young teen, listening to music and taking in the liner notes of my favorite records, I decided I wanted to be a producer when I grew up. Not a musician, a composer or an engineer, as much as those parts were interesting the me, but the person who worked with all those people to craft a completed whole, leaving my personal stamp on it.
When I started creating my own music, I worked a lot with samples of other people’s music, and while I would never claim to have really written or performed the music I released, I definitely felt like I produced it, based on the work of those I sampled.
Over the years my own musicianship and ability improved, and I can now actually write and perform music, but I still feel that the role that defines me best is the producer. I’m just able to fill in the other roles myself, giving myself more flexibility than having to rely on samples or other musicians.
So now, when I meet people they ask me what I do, if I say “musician” they invariable ask me what instrument I play, leading to a convoluted explanation of how my music creation process doesn’t necessarily revolve around playing an instrument. But if I tell them I’m a producer, it’s a better starting point for them to understand what I actually do.