I’m mean, not to get too Tony Robbins or whatever, but your happiness is in your own hands. Feeling like you’re powerless is no fun, but you’re not. You could test and contribute to concrete bug reports. You could work within its quirks and current limitations. You can also sell it! It’s sold out everywhere… I’m sure you would be able to unload it.
I don’t want to make this feel like it’s not a place for discussion or friendly conversation, but you sound bummed out by this module (And you’re not the only one out there, search for BAD VIBES person). There are ways to turn this into something positive though. You shouldn’t have to feel like you’re stuck in an unhappy and powerless position.